Binged last night

Then found out I have a friend coming from overseas to visit in a week, week on only stock soup, low cal instant soups and coffee/SF red bull? Challenge accepted.

I’m massive, I cut but managed to stop after only doing it twice. If I can stop myself from cutting I can stop eating.

Shopping list for tomorrow is

Coke zero
SF red bull
Toilet paper

Work was ok this morning, apart from my friend, if someone could msg me because I have a question for a female who isn’t apart of this situation.

I don’t know…life’s so shit.

Whoo blogging daily now.

Bam, first daily blog thing.
So here goes.

Did NOT want to go to work today, we get up to early, it’s crazy, didn’t help that one of the horses (before I go ride I muck out boxes, I have 3) was in a hella foul mood and spent the entire time trying to bite and kick me, I mean like he’d spin his ass at me and back me into a corner and just kick at me. Then I didn’t get to ride my baby pony Jeffrey in his first fast work, instead I had to ride a mutt of a horse.

And now yeah. Need to shower and do a LOT of washing and clean the house.

Only rode five today. I feel lazy.

My food diary will be on my other blog.

Like I’ve said I’m going to now now blog on this one, text and photos.

So, yeah.

I’m back.

This will have to now be a mainly text blog, as I have moved and only have my phone. I will put up photos of my life now, I got big again, huge…I look like a whale.

Starting tomorrow I will blog what I eat, what I’ve done, how I feel.

I will stay anonymous.
I’m currently 66kgs, I need to be 54 at most.

I disgust myself.